Have you ever felt that you learned something to late? That you wished you had known a particular something prior to experiencing it? Believing that your knowledge of the subject would have saved you from an awkward or wrong situation?
Such is life, you know nothing until you do.
To embrace life as it is, and to accept that you were meant to learn the "something" at the RIGHT moment, we spend so much time wasting away in thoughts of what ifs, rather than knowing that life is lived forward and understood backwards, we learn as we go, and we are all learning. There is no grand you should have known. You will know when you are ready to know, and once you know you act accordingly. Embrace, everything about your life, who you are, what you know, right now.
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